Enjoying 3rd year

come to realise thinking bout something is way different than doing it. one funny thing that happens in life is: things happen that you thought you'll never do. SPONTATEOUS!!! jus pick up and go, take the initiative. I suggest this method for grown ups who are bored. but now nursing a hangover and VERY curious what the adventure may be.

I must say 2005 it turning out to be an unrewarding year, it is august! Thought this year at pop rock was going to be better, basically the music scene on the whole. it turned out to be the same cycle. pop rock gig had a lot of preparation into it. with new singer. our normal dispute over which cover to play, only good thing was that my bedroom was d band room. battle of the bands gig was crap, we were scheduled to play 2nd and then we had to play first. which sucked cuz nobody remember the first band. but face of death and epitaph kick ass that night. but only one thing good came out of the whole experience, realizing I suck at the guitar. will be a while to fix this problem. at this point summer vacation sucks. my intention were to work this summer but apparently i cant resist playing for pop music awards. but i am sure next year is going to be a different story. it has lost its magic. (STP - creep). one thing that pisses me of the most, is a person whose attitude only hampers a person progress in their field of perseverance. cuz they are so judgmental of ppl, short sighted, figure they're better than everyone else. I hate it when ppl impose their will upon you and what hurts more is when the person I put in front of everyone chooses someone from her past over me. it hurts, confuses, liberates, angers me. I have come to the theory: women jus like men all have needs that need to be fulfill, no matter how much they will deny it to you, women are more subtle about it!

JUS gonna enjoy my final year in UWI. and i MEAN ENJOY.